okay. i've been wanting to post an entry since this afternoon. but my sudden stomach cramps which made me slept the whole afternoon hinders me from updating. (:
well here i am. feeling soo bummed out. with my sooo not good results. now my mum wont even want to pay my ste fees. so i'm using a total of hundred and sixty eight of my pocket money to pay it. as the fees is due tomorrow. hrmms. i guess she's trying to tell that i shouldnt take ste. but since i really really wanna sit for ste, then i dont mind using my money at all. well. okay thats a lie. haha. bcoz holidays are here!!!and i wanna spend my money on stuffs! but i guess exams are more important and i can save my shopping spree later.
i dont wish to talk about my results. i failed 2 subjects. woohoo. i dont fail badly lar.. but still. seeing red in my record wont be any good. secondary four is the most crucial year and yet i'm performing this bad. maybe there are some room for improvement? i guess. maybe this is to wake me up from my la la land and face the reality that i have 2 major exams to sit for in less than 4 months. which means i have to stop procrastinating and start revising. boohoo. this is going to be my first and the last time having a red in my record book. cant bear to repeat the same mistake for my prelims.
*sigh*ahhh. lets talk about what happened today at school. we watched movies about prophet Muhammad (p.u.b.h) history. interesting. especially the arabic film about the live of caliph abu bakar. heeeheee. i can help laughing when everyone said about the man who acted as
musailamah al-kazzab (the man who regard himself as the next prophet after prophet Muhammad's death) is handsome. hahaha. he is handome arr. i mean, arabs waaattt. what do you expect? heeee. so is
usamah bin zaid. the young but valiant 18-year-old man who became the leader of the islamic troop to terminate the apostasy all over the state. okayy. why am i sounding soo sejarahh-yy. haha.
okay. i wanna bathe first la. so hot the weather. is it? i thought its the raining season. my body is acting weird these few days.
byee people.