fear. i'm filled with agony of doubt.

dats what i'm feeling rite now.i'm soo scared!

anyway, have you ever noticed how everyone at the bus stop on a work day is usually very imaculately dressed??durr... going to work ar, right?

so you see women dressed in skirts, pants and blouses and men in shirts and nice shoes. in some ppl you would also get a whift of their cologne or perfume as they breeze in front of you or as the wind blows from their direction to yours.

today, i saw this guy in nice shirt, pants and topped off with a nice cologne. so my first reaction was.. hmmm not bad.. then just when i was thinking "nice alluring smell... quite cute too..."
that's when it happened.

his clean hands raised to his face, giving one the impression that he was just going to brush his nice no-gel floppy hair away from his face...in the way a movie star might do, but his hands stopped short of reaching his forehead...pausing at the ridge of his nose... then proceeding down to the nostril... and then with a smooth extension of his fingers displaying his nice clean nails... this same fingers search and reached into a dark recess just beneath the nose ridge.. otherwise known as NOSE PICKING!

A TOTAL LET DOWN!!!

i just hope that he is not going to shake hands with anyone soon without washing his hand first.

:)

YAYYY!! AT LAST! 5 HOURS OF WORK!

WAHAHAHA!

so i changed my layout again. yerp. its simply because the pic on my old layout is being used by someone else @ blogskins.com. =(

but its okay. i loike white betta. ((=

and i lurrve pastel colours! =)

ah, not forgetting, adobe photoshop! saaaaayaaang manyak manyak. <3<3

LOL! look at the time!!! omg! i havent iron my sch uniform! woohoo!
i'm not lying.
just finished my hmwrk....
this is what i get for being a last-minute-er.
*yawns*
i think i'm gonna be very very mopey tmr at sch.
wish me luck aites.
oh yea... supposed to post pics eh...
later larh... now v busy..

3 more days until my prelim english oral.
DIE. /=

ok la. its 3 am. i'm outs. byeeeeeeeeeeeee!

pada hari yg baik lagi mulia ini, saya ingin membuka tirai entry ini dgn,

-assalamualaikum wr. wb.-

bismillahirahmanirrahim.

sekian lama saya tidak meng-update blog saya ini. sebelum saya melangkah jauh, saya ingin mengambil kesempatan ini utk meminta maaf kerana tidak mengembalikan msg2 anda di tagboard. al maklum lah, disini amat sibuk dgn kegiatan2 kekeluargaan dan juga kegiatan bukan kekeluargaan. maksud saya, schoolwork. =) saya ingin menyampaikan perasaan penuh terharu kpd para rakan-rakan seperjuangan yg sudi membaca blog yg tidak seberapa ini. izinkan saya memulakan post ini dgn bahasa inggeris ya.... =)

soooooooooo. i'm backkk baybehh! hahahaha! now its time to update after for so long. there are a few to blame for this. blogger; for not uploading my posts and waste my time. 2ndly, my stupid internet service; for slowing down the internet speed and caused my computer to lag lag lag. bleahs. lastly, myself; for being lazy to update. nyahaha. well, not my fault not my fault. anyway, supposedly there's sch today but my headache was worse this morning so i continued to sleep until almost noon. wahaha. i took like, almost 4 pills of panadol but no use.. i still feel so feverish and sick. urgh. maybe i've been eating too much for the last few days...

lets talk about yesterday. i'd like to confess that i really really really hate this hindustani guy from my sinda class. he is a total brag man. so what if he's a gujarati? no need to show off larh.. play cricket laa.. this la that la. chey. and he chooses his friends ya know. and being in his grp and the only one wearing tudung, i'm being discriminated. what the tooot. that is why i'm abnormally introvert during sinda classes. who cares la. go there, study, then mind my own business. too bad my sgss and mpss friends moved to the other class. should have gone with them ar. nvm nvm.

then a scary thing happened on my way back. this banghla in white followed me sey. from erm... after boon keng mrt what ar? dunno ah. den i decided to get away from him by alighting at dhoby ghaut ar.. so as to avoid him. but he still trailed behind my steps and i was sooooooo scared that i quickly went inside ps and hid inside the fox shop. BTW FOX GOT SALE!!!! haahaaa! i wanna buy this long sleeved shirt mayn.. shoo nice! 10 bucks oni... cheap rite? must grab.. can bring mummy there next sunday. nyahaha. ok. then to make sure he lost track, i looked outside the shop... then i saw aslany and his phrens. too bad he didnt see me. maybe next time la k.. haha. then i went to carrefour and bought batteries for my discman. as i was walking to the busstop, THAT BANGLA GUY WAS THERE!!!!!!!! then i was like, "alamaaaaaaaakkkkkk." too late............... he saw me. i quickly called maisara larh, to keep myself busy so as to ignore his presence. he trailed until at the busstop u noe! freak larh he. oh u noe what? he saw me using hp then he aso use hp! scaryy sehhh!!! and he speaks malay!!!!! aiyahhh! influence from indonesian maids. tsk tsk. suddenly i feel so thirsty and decided to go to mc d n order milo. not surprised to find that bangla outside mcd, still with his hp. nevertheless, i managed to save my life. all thanks to bus 7's punctuality and my legs for running fast and not tripping over smthg. wooohooo. i am blessed. (:

arnd 4 plus, met all my cousins and aunts and grandparent at hjh maimunah restaurant and had a fathers day celebration. i must say, i'm beginning to gain weight again and again. blame my excretory system. so sadd. anyway, had a blasting time with them. even tho i'm sick. but the foods there made up my day. :) heeeee. i'll upload some pics later. soo long i didnt upload pics yea. hehe.

kays. i'm outsss.
peace.

yo yo.
hahaaaa.
so what shall i update?

okay. i cant update much now as i still have not iron my school uniform and pack up my things yet. am going to port dickson later right after school. heeeee. seriously i totally forgot about packing up. not really excited i guess. haaaa. a last-minute plan ar. i didnt know about it until yesterday. i am still feeling v vexed tho. probably frm studying physics and that 2 days maths camp. thank goooodness everything's over. phew! now i guess its time for me to relax and enjoy the tranquil moments at the beach resort for at least over the weekends. too bad i cant throw myself inside the sea. wrong timing arrr.

oooh lala. mr mahmud the maths whiz really stunned me with his mathemagic maths trick. altho i didnt seem to enjoy the maths talk at ferst... hahaaaa. i mean, during the talk he thought us how to answer the o lvl emaths ppr and we had to do the graphs and everything... aiyyo0. the place was so squeezy and yet he made us to do that. but the good thing was that i sat in the most front row so i have my advantages. haaaaa. only at times i'm not really comfortable with my sitting position. i think you shld know why la eh. =) aishah and i were always laughing at the corner with kak mun, dee and husi behind us. especially when mul and sany wrote that babboon suka makan kari ikan thingy. lol! so funny. my other grp fellas from irsyad are v v enthusiatic too. kak hafizah n kak mahera. within minutes we could get along well, altho sometimes their mirthful laugh scares me. heehee. so the whole maths camp wasnt that bad after all.. tiring but fun i guess. my grp didnt win anything, because we didnt know that it had to do with teamwork. booo! too bad. maybe next time. lolss.

whoaaaaa. betta start packing now. or i'll b late for sch. bubbyeeee everyone! mwaah!

PS: peoplee! thank you for taggingg kays! due to the problems of my computer i am unable to tag back. i am the owner and yet i cant tag at my own tagboard. grrrrrr. but anyways. thanks! mwah!

ohh yess. i'm beginning to feel like a chunk here after having a meal of nasi lemak as breakfast this morning. oooh la la. actually i'm craving for more but nay nay. i gotta slow down my appetite. i'm gaining some weight here and there. and its just not fair. despite all the running and walking. heeeheee. maybe i should be doing more vigorous exercise? going to the gym maybe? aha. i cant picture myself working out in the gym. that would be soo..... ridiculous. (:

i've been very frustrated with my computer lately. endless popups and illimitable spams that is enroute to destroy my system anytime soon. father has just revamped the whole thing and i've lost numerous files and yet this dopey here is making problems again and again. seeesh. and because of that, i cant tag people's blog. esp those tagboards from myshoutoutbox and blogdrives. such a problematic computer. -___-. and i cant even check my hotmail inbox. grrrrrr. dumbelina larh.

woke up early today. and i didnt feel sleepy at all. even though i didnt quite sleep well last night. it seemed that i was wrapped up with some thoughts.. probably about the nightmares that have been trying to beset me. and yes. i lost my favourite smelly pillow. :( hmmm. weird dreams i have for the past few nights. about black crows and ... bangkok? haha. or maybe... i laughed too much yesterday. and the weather was oddly hot despite the full blast of the airconditioner.

cingcing's new look indeed startled each and every one of us in the class yesterday. he with his new bald hairstyle. hahaha. we didnt expect him to bald his hair do we? nah-uh. but he looked a bit, i repeat, just A BIT, like chad michael murray. haha! maybe from 65 degree angle ar. as he stepped into the class i couldnt stop giggling. and i continued giggling and giggling until mr kumar turned and looked into our direction. =p laughing is contagious, innit? ;)

i'm going to parkway parade later this afternoon to collect my new specs.. and i'm so not ready to wear specs for good. i know i'm always being reminded to put on glasses every now and then but i just dont like wearing one. i look horribleeee. nerdy diana you will see me. i told the optometrist that i dont like wearing glasses, and he requested that i should get lenses instead. EEE @ lenses. i'm scared of putting those convex piece of plastic (issit made of plastics?) into my eyes. i'm a very careless person and i'm sure that i'd just spoil my eyesight even more. sigh. so.. if you happen to see me with my thick-framed plastic glasses, dont laugh. okay? (:

peace and love.